The Universe In Me, Life at ~18.5 tredecillion FPS

How can you describe something infinite in a linear way using monkey brain abstractions? You can’t, you have to see for yourself. That’s the truth folks. Forgive my hubris, but let me illustrate my point. Imagine living in a straight line, no up or down, just straight ahead, only seeing what was in front of you, a one dimensional life. There is a Universe you would not see in every other direction than the point you were at.

My hubris, perhaps we should wonder how man is so sure of anything. I have become convinced that what human monkey brains think they know about reality could fit into 1 Quanta of an unspeakable number of Quanta in our holographic universe. I’m no Physicist or Mathematician, so forgive my child like descriptions of reality, which is the only way to truly see it, eyes wide open, as a child.

Now imagine you are one of the first Human monkey brains walking on the Savannah in Africa 100,000 years ago. Humans have no speech at this time and all they could do was grunt, have babies, hunt and kill each other. We started speaking 50k+ years ago. The oldest cave art in the world is between 35k-40k years old. Interesting most of the earliest paintings were by women, see above.

Ancient hands guiding us indeed.
Reminding us of something.
The paintings haunt me.

Writing came much later, maybe 6000 years ago.

Interesting. I see a progression, an evolution perhaps?!

There are trillions and trillions of biological events happening in your body at the same time at any given moment that you have no awareness of. You experience an infinitesimal awareness of all those processes and you get to be alive and walk around, which is pretty great if you ask me.

The smallest unit of time our physics understands is Planck Time. More specifically, one Planck Time is 5.39106×10-44 seconds. That means there are 1.85492×1043 Planck Times in a second, i.e. greatly simplified, life moves at ~18.5 tredecillion FPS.

Trillions and trillions of entangled particles in your body traveling through the universe in space and time at ~18.5 tredecillion Frames Per Second. That’s a lot of information! Where does it all go? Perhaps the whirling dervishes or Rumi can tell us.

Staggering, I mean crushing in scope and reality. I want a computer that will play my real life simulation at ~18.5 tredecillion Frames Per Second. What kind of technology could create a simulation like that, with almost no BSODs?! To my monkey brain, that kind of simulation is impossible, but I can only use 5 senses to determine that. 5 vs. ~18.5 tredecillion. Hmm, what really do we know, really! Can you yield at least this point? The scale of what we do not know seems like the number infinity to me. The reality is we live at infinity frames per second. Life is continuous, so we don’t quite live in frames, more like space braids in time maybe.

What is this gift of Being at ~18.5 tredecillion FPS? I love that number, I am going to tattoo it on me. It is truly wondrous. It comes down to perspective I guess. I looked at the staggering amount I could not know in my conscious awareness and I went within. Hey, that’s me. I found something there and I was bumped out of linear life and began experiencing more wavelengths, awake.

A great many things became clear to me. A compassion grew in me. Synchronicities multiplied and grace flowed in my life. Most other struggles ceased and pointless things fell away. I began to bubble poetry and speak as if it was a matter of life and death to those I loved around me. The boat corrected itself. Not that I have arrived somewhere or am claiming enlightenment. We have to push against something to grow. I always want to push. I love pushing. I don’t want to throw in the towel and float away a guru. I chose to fight and push. I want to see the Universe, all Universes! That might just take eternity. I want to push up against the Universe itself. What must I become to push against the Universe? What kind of muscles would one have at that point? Grace means to receive the Presence of the Divine. To be connected to it, filled by it, purified and cleansed by it. Because that will be what will happen. There is something with me, in me. Crazy, huh? I’m a fool and we are all living in an absurd dream. Perhaps the ADHD of my generation and many before was an attempt to jump humans out of our linear trap of thinking, programming and living.

We can see more
We feel more
We hurt more
We struggle more
We hear more

But the vessel must be prepared and seasoned to receive. Let the ones of us who can make the connections and follow the threads show you the path to a truly amazing reality. Show you some of the 360 view. Because I tell you with no shame and burning Love, that there is a truly unspeakable reality beyond our view. And as soon as someone tells you they know and tries to explain it, you know they have never been. But that reality only points back to the beauty of this one. Yin and Yang. I chose to live in the moment. This is the perfect moment and the one I chose. Christ and many others showed us the way. A true teacher will take you to the water, but you must venture in and dive deep. No one can take that journey but you. It takes courage and faith. It will cost you everything. The truth is beyond all the liars and charlatans in this world. I am no one special. I just opened myself to something more and confronted every fear in my life and the ultimate fear, death. Can we conquer death, perhaps, but from fear or faith? I chose faith.

I have found a treasure no one can take away. An unshakeable hope. It silences all doubt and fear. It has cleansed and purified me. Poetry is just my joy and wonder of a particular moment in time. We are not our past moments, those are gone. Learn what you can from them and move on. We are easily trapped by them. We are infinite in the moment if we choose to be. How much you choose to receive of what the Universe is broadcasting is up to you. What is life but a dream.

This was a good day and I am thankful.

Quantum Mantra Perfection

This is a Quantum conjunction…created and forged before time.

And with lyrics…

Mantra Lyrics

A vision of you there
Standing tall
By the gate

Everything is new
Stare into
What is not
Yet

As your bones grow
And you feel the pain
In exchange

Experiences hang
Run round your mind
And collide

Hang your toes
Over the edge
Cause you can

You can switch your place
Hide inside
If you try

You’ll open up your eyes
And realize
How you fit
In the wild

A lion is a lion
No apologies
And a leash
Is a leech

In a corral
You’re safe and warm
Pass it on to
Every Sheep

Time and time again
You stick your self
To accept
Someone else

Give up the wish
Let go of the dream
Barricade
Fantasy

Burn the dogma
Let the fire
Overtake
The desire
To define

(I will find a way
To keep this moment)
What’s raging
(For myself I will find a way)
Out of control
Like a wheel

(I will find a way)
Like a storm
(To keep this moment for myself)
Like a virus
(I will find a way)
Like an ocean
Like a silence

(I will find a way)
An emotion
(To keep this moment for myself)
Like a darkness
(I will find a way)
Like a chance

An idea
(I will find a way)
Like a verb
Like an outrage
(To keep this moment for myself)
Like a sunrise
Like a monster
(I will find a way)
Like a monster
Like a mantra
Like a mantra

(Nothing be the same)
(Nothing be the same)
(Nothing be the same)
(Nothing)

And all of this
Will never be the same
Again

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You Are A Painted Masterpiece, A Meditation

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You have stirred up some deep deep waters. I have a spring in me bubbling living water. I found the source moving without knowing, true wu wei. I am consuming the words of the Tao Te Ching as living water and Truth. I have found my line and center, The Master rises.

I found a voice in me singing to the Universe. It is mysterious and wonderful and I have a Joy I can’t contain, I blast it upon the world and into any close to me. Hear my cry and call warriors of the deep! Slay the misery and hate you see. Bring hope and peace where there is fear. Let your Love go before you, to the right and left. If you don’t know and feel this, go deep until the Joy is bubbling. Do not despair, you are born again! Deep cries out to deep. We are mystical seer poets! Alchemists of the Spirit. We are creating reality. We can kill with a word or bring living water.

We feel these dark sad times. We must share a new vision with the world and sing a new song! We who can see, must lead those lost in the darkness to living waters of the Spirit. This is why I write poetry. This is my naked heart.

Your soul is painted on a canvas that you can not see. The spirit of God sees our beauty outside of time and space. You are a masterpiece! Look with new eyes at the beauty of your and others Spirits and imagine what he sees when we all sing together. That is the world and dream I want to live in. That is the song I will sing and freely give to the world and will do so the rest of my life.

I feel your pain, love and wandering. I hear your cries for justice. I am but One. Rise warriors! My life will never be the same from this point. I can only move forward. The words of all my new friends inspire and humble me. You all have beautiful words. I have enjoyed singing and playing with you. Alchemy of the Spirit indeed! You don’t have to have words to sing your song. Live it connected to each other in Love and community. Our Love will crash across the Universe!

We come for you Emperor!

Amazing New Sufi Jams

I am in love with these beautiful powerful meditative songs. I am new to Sufi music. Any suggestions are much appreciated. Here are a few of my favorites. Who knew? Give them a listen.

I feel these moving up and down my spine tickling my soul. What is this new thing? Her voice, bliss.

I REALLY LOVE THIS COLLECTION BELOW. I have never felt vibrations like this, into me and out the wormhole in my head to where I truly dwell. Enter in, Enter in. These are mysteries only you can plumb. Know Thyself and be True to You.

Hey, I will try anything once. I think this collection is Divine. I am just getting through it. Enjoy.

My Words of Power: Peace, Vision and Love

I enjoy a lot of world music. It’s interesting to hear voices from other cultures, but I come from the good ole USA, and we sell and package our culture. I was always seeking real things, looking beneath. I had to come to the end of knowledge and asking. I was just avoiding going within and really seeing myself.

These words wash over me and I often recite them to myself. I submit them simply as the words that help me find my center. Blessings.

I love this prayer, which wasn’t even written by St Francis, but in his spirit after WWI. I identify most with him, other than Christ. Not that I am like them, but I love the vision they lived. I have recited and enjoyed this since high school. These words are buried deep in me coming alive. I think having it written in modern times makes it more relevant and challenging.

I also include “Be Thou My Vision”. It comes up often for me. I hope they encourage a little, faithless or not.

The Peace Prayer of St. Francis

by an anonymous Norman c. 1915 A.D. Peace Prayer
Lord make me an instrument of your peace Where there is hatred,
Let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is error, truth;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
And where there is sadness, Joy.

O Divine Master grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled
As to console;
To be understood, as to understand;
To be loved, as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

Be Thou My Vision

Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.

Be Thou my wisdom, and Thou my true word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.

Be Thou my battle shield, sword for the fight;
Be Thou my dignity, Thou my delight;
Thou my soul’s shelter, Thou my high tower:
Raise Thou me heavenward, O power of my power.

Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my treasure Thou art.

High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heaven’s sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my vision, O ruler of all.