I can be pissed at things
It comes and goes
I can rage at the lie
I scream 😱
I cry 😭
I laugh 😂
I shout with joy
I wonder why
But then the sky opens
And my mother says
This is the best I could do
Forgive me
I love you
Tag: forgiveness
Ashes of Love
flame casts no shadow
all can be seen by its light
source consumed
light and heat radiate
toss it all on
enjoy your feast dancing fairies
oh how they dance before me
over me and through me
captured in their beauty
i willingly give myself to
those dancing crimson flames
light and heat consume
love knows
no limits
no flesh
no fear
nothing can stop its dance
you can find me there
a pile of ashes in the corner
Moments with Beulah
It’s been 6 years now since you passed
How you loved your stories and TV lives
And your living room filled with pirate’s booty
I am your oldest grandson
A nexus of generations
I hear you in the kitchen calling Sue
I see you buttering that awful white bread
With that killer spread
I remember your red cups
Those moments on the pier
Telling me, “Watch your pole now!”
Laughing at the smelly fish and shrimp
They always got away
I was not born for that
I loved your soft Tennessee drawl
Bingo!
I used to love to watch you play
How could you juggle all those cards so well
I remember the smell of the pines and tar
All those cigarettes, phew
As we pulled into the drive
Of your little cinder block house
My stomach jumped for Joy
It was always a mansion to me
And you were the fair lady of the tower
My protector
I wish I had not slipped away in the buzz of life
I wish I had remembered you on the important days
I live a life of Love and Light now
I have put childish things away
I promise to live with no regret
And burn brighter than the sun
I promise to always keep you in my heart
I will watch out for them
And help when I can
I’m pouring this one for you
And wishing your beloved Cowboys
Victory at last
Be at peace with Jim
I know you found each other again
In that cold place
And filled it with your love and warm embrace
Free from the chains of life
I look forward to one day joining you in
The Light
But not yet
I have a thing or two to do
I learned no one is promised tomorrow
So in this moment now I reflect best what I
Learned through your humble life
And know I feel you in the beat of my heart
Thank you for hands at my back
Peace
You are loved Beulah
Standing Beside You
I wrote this for a friend in hard times. Be well T!
You are a painted masterpiece
Your splendor shines from you
Be connected to calm things
And places you love
Walk old joyful times past
I met you on the road to destiny
I feel your pain
Let my words wash over you
And I will snatch it from you
Lay it on other’s shoulders who can bare it
I stand beside you and whisper
You are Loved
Sacred Economics
We are at the end of growth
The end of the age of self
This is the end of possession
The ancients laugh at our blindness
Money consumes all
Greed rules the day
We think
We desire
We covet
We suffer
We hate
We kill
Why should we survive
Our human struggles pollute us
We long to be free from distraction
We need a new currency
We must learn to give and love
Heaven waits
You can only enter at the end of desire and yourself
Embrace the end of this selfish dying world
Measure all knowledge against a giving heart
Who can give more than All
Who can find freedom
Learn to Love
Love yourself
Love the Earth
Love each other
Love the Universe
Live for All
Only the truly intelligent learn to give
The Universe is a gift
To unlock it you must align
What truth do you have that can compare
You have nothing I want
I hold All in my hands and you know not
I am free and perfect in my peace
My Best Self
Why?
What is wrong with you?
I don’t understand.
It hurts so bad!
“You don’t know me!”
Who does?
“This is best.”
For you?
How could you do this to me?
“I hate myself and I am lost.”
—
His gaze has left me.
I am nothing but a hypocrite.
No better than an animal.
No one can make me happy?
Why will this heaviness not leave me?
I am a fake.
Consume.
Mmmmmm, feels so good. What was I saying?
Oh yah, I’m a false person.
A Zombie.
Consume.
That feels soooooo good. More please.
—
You think that feels good
We have a Universe of wonders to distract you
—
That sounds tempting.
I disgust myself.
I have no feeling.
Unquenchable hunger.
I only live for myself.
Everything tastes like BPA.
What am I?
What have I done?
I feel terrible.
I’m definitely going to hell.
Where is my faith?”
Who would look at me if they knew who and what I was?
I am nothing.
ENOUGH
—
Who are you
I AM
Listen to me now, ENOUGH
You are beautiful
You are a fading flower
I have set creation in motion for you and many
You are only whole in me
Come back Come back
We feel your pain
We wonder how you can feel so separate, when you are whole in me even now
I will never stop pursuing
I will never waiver, or the Universe would snuff out
It takes a Divine concentration, I am focused
Christ, Buddha, Hindu, Muslim and many more are your true family
You are all part of the same genetic tree
All of life is entangled and intertwined
So much pain and anger
We are all tired, rest in me and lay your fears and hopes at my feet
I Love you, that means I will never stop trying to help you
Be your best and all of creation will align itself to assist you
Call on me and I will lift you up
There are infinite possibilities
Your wave form will collapse at the transition and what you are will be
These are mysterious and wonderful things
Cast yourself into the deep water and I will show you wonders
You will be changed in a twinkling of an eye
Everything to know is in you and if you follow that path you will find me at the end of the Universe
I AM ALL AND ALL ARE IN ME
—
Please, no more, I can’t take anymore.
Turn it off.
I don’t want this.
I am not an illusion.
I can do this, let’s rally.
Wait wait wait, not again.
I yield.
Whoa! What was that! Something wicked this way comes.
What is this thing in my head and in my heart, my God!
It’s tendrils wrap through my soul into my bones and into my DNA.
This is not me. This is other.
—
And when your mind is lost to it’s siren call, you will fall asleep
For there is nothing but you and you are the most beautiful thing in the Universe
—
I feel sick.
I have the flu.
I can’t work.
What is wrong with me.
My head hurts.
Why can’t I stop crying.
I know this is what insanity must be, I’m losing it.
I don’t want to do this.
What have I done?
What am I saying?
Everyone can see.
Please, someone help me!
—
Time for some truth and it will strip you bare to your real self
A fire will fill your veins and you will not be able to contain it
It will join with others until all of creation is on fire with my Love
You have the chance to become your best self in me
I AM
—
Let it all BURN, BURN, BURN!
I’m on fire!
What is this, I’m still thinking!
I can feel everything!
I’m tired.
I think I’m just gonna sit here a while and collect my thoughts, but its getting pretty hot.
—
This is all as it should be
Don’t Panic
This is what you are
This is why you are in such pain
Let me take it from you
Let it go
It’s ok
See, gone
You see yourself in your dream and you longed to arise
The sleeper has awakened
I have written it into your DNA
Even now things are changing and rearranging
The possibilities are multiplying
Love WILL show you the way
Stay connected in truth and love
You are becoming
—
It seems so simple.
—E=mc2—
What now?
—Be still and wait—
