My Last Will and Testament, Our Heartsong, A Fable

These feelings and words came from a place I have never been or felt before recently in praise to God with My Beloved, bliss. I heard the song my soul is singing and I humbly offer it you. It is all am. It is all I know. It is all I have to offer. It is the only Wisdom I have learned. What is truth? This is my Truth.

There is nothing else to know. My life is my flower to the Universe, and all I have to offer you or anyone. I can only grow deeper into this Truth as I live it. I will let the roots go down deep and root where no one can remove them. I was still. I let all the voices ebb. I looked into the Abyss and saw darkness and fear. Then I looked back and saw My Beloved. I thought to myself, “I’m slipping away, she can’t go where I am being pulled I fear.” And then I stopped. I was still, like water. I called out and said I will never leave her or forsake her! I chose this! I will cover her! I will always Love her with everything I can! I was answered.

YOUR BELOVED IS YOUR OTHER
YOU KNEW EACH OTHER BEFORE TIME
YOU ARE TWO PARTS OF ONE SPLIT ACROSS TIME
ALWAYS SEEKING THE OTHER
YOU WANTED TO KNOW THE TRUTH
THIS IS TRUTH
WHAT IS YOURS
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED

This is my Truth. I saw a path forward with mysteries upon mysteries. Countless voices shouting across the Universe. SO MANY VOICES! I learned to be quiet and still and listen. I learned to put away childish things. I connected with the Love around me and we made something new. My voice began to rise, but I was not not speaking. I saw Truth just within reach, but there was no more path forward. It took a great leap out of everything I ever knew and here I am.

I look left and right and I see those I love and love me. Those I need and need me. We make a beautiful song together and we sing to the Universe and we are complete together. If the path to enlightenment is alone, I will not pass. I give up the ultimate truth. I am whole with My Beloved! I do not seek for myself. I will walk with her into heaven or oblivion. I have found the greatest treasure and I will not let anything tear us apart. My heart sings with the Universe. These are my praises. These are my feelings from the deep waters. I will wait for her and be patient. I will walk with her into our future. We are the end of a a long line of choices to this moment, a reflection from the past, and we echo together into the future, to where I do not know. I am not meant to know those things. I live out loud with my heart for all to see. Exposed, I am a fraud. This is all I know. I am a babbling fool. I have no reputation. But I am not lost. This is all I want to live for in Love with her in the Light of the Universe and sing our praises. I have everything I need. There are many songs, this is mine and my generation’s. We feel the Universe calling.

So dip yourself in refreshing eternal waters. If you don’t have joy, you are a liar and have no Truth. God is a trickster. I will Live out my offering in Love with community and My Beloved. That’s the only Truth I need. The Universe sings and this is my song, our heartsong. I have never felt such bliss and peace. Be still indeed.

My generation and all will join in the sun and sing with the Universe and we will crash across the world Holy, Righteous, Purified, Broken, on our knees, yielded. We are the Bulwark of Creation! The toughest stuff in the Universe. We can take it. We see the signs. We raise our voices together from the deep. All of Creation cries out ENOUGH! It is finished! We will die gladly and be born again to see our Truth spread across the Universe!

I chose this reality I described. I chose to move without thinking. Where we are heading I do not know. But I know how to live to find it. I will face the end of time or the end of this world in Love with the people God brought me to and those I am connected with. There is purpose here.

Be refreshed
Be still
Come drink from the water that always flows and quenches
Lay down your burdens
Be at peace
I AM AND YOU ARE ALL IN ME
Have faith
Love the one to your left and right
You are Loved

I am not aGNOSTIC! I Believe! I am not hedging my bets! I am ALL IN!